MY STORY

-* Angeline & Wesley *-
31.12.07- The day our Love story has Just begun
Welcome to My Blog
This is where u see the Real AnGeLiNe
My Hidden world of Secrets & Pain.
A world u'll never understand.
A world where there's so much Beauty in Pain.<3

*PRINCESS*

<3 Angeline*--FallenAngeL--Wes <3
-Look for the girl with the Broken smile`
Goodbyes will always Hurt,
My Memories will always bring Tears.
There's a world inside of me,
That you can never see.<3
Somewhere in this Darkness,
There's a Light I can't find.
Some days in My Life,
Im still struggling to Fight on.
I Long for that Special one,
To Kiss Me in the Pouring rain.`<3
I Long for that day,
When I can finally see the Light...
Take My hand, Hold me when Im scared,
Love me when Im gone...<3
All The Sufferings that we've gone through and am going Through, Love will keep us strong.
Dear, I LOVE YOU.

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Have not been blogging for a long time.. cuz my life not v exciting anyways... lols... last Friday was Shot to Fame! It was v fun... and awesome! Alot of great talents in CHC who can sing so well... and some were v young only... I was so inspired by them!

Actually I was supposed to sing on stage during the mass song which is the finale item.. but in the end never cuz I was busy with the fanclub stuff... Sigh... its ok next time if I join choir ministry can sing on stage during svc every week le... hahas... but hope I can get in...

Anyway, life has not been very good for me... Till now I haven't found a stable job.. Tho now the market is not very good... but as Pst kong said, our God is never a God of shortage... I just hope God will make a way for me... maybe I will consider going into Teaching...

Sometimes I worry abt my Future, my career, plus my own personal problems... I feel so lost and alone... I try not to think so much cuz sometimes I can't help it but cry... sigh... Initially, when Wes entered NS it was a very big change for me and I felt so alone suddenly... but now, almost 2 months have passed... I have also gotten used to it....

I know I have to be strong... Throughout all these years, I have fallen, and I may still fall, but I will pick myself up again... its not easy, but God will give me strength... wat has been keeping me going all along is truly God's strength...

Time really flies... sometimes I wish I can go back to my childhood days when I was so happy and carefree with no worries... but I guess we all need to grow up... Till now I'm still searching for my own identity, and purpose in life...

10 more days to my birthday... sigh still remembered celebrating my 21st bday last yr only... it seemed like yesterday... I dunno why... I'm not really excited about birthdays anymore... because there are so many problems on my mind... I guess my birthday to me will not be anything special...

Dear, I miss you... How I wish u can be here for me and with me... especially during my darkest times... sigh, but I know it is impossible... u can't be with me that often anymore... but its ok cuz I've already gotten used to being alone...

No matter what, u will always be in my Heart... Tho we quarrel at times, and u made me sad... I still love you... Trust me that I will wait for you... Pls take good care in the Navy... I love you. <3

Emo Princess

Monday, October 06, 2008

Oh man... my blog is Rottingggg!! Sorry guys... have not been blogging for a long time... cuz my labtop is always not with me... Many things have happened in the past few weeks.. On 26 Sept we had the EDGE Youth meeting!! It was super cool... BY2 came to perform!! The twin girls look so alike... and they are super cute and pretty and talented!! And they are only 16 years old!! =)
On 1st Oct, wed, we had the 1st Training for Shot to fame!! Haha... I just join for fun only... The 1st Training was very fun! Careen the church vocalist from Superband ( Dreamfactory) gave us tips on how to sing and perform better. I like her! =) After that was the hands on practise session where we had to go in front to sing...
I was very nervous... somemore didn't really prepare any song... so I didn't sing... somemore had to rush off to meet Wes le... we went to Causeway Point to watch 'Painted skin', a chinese movie... It was very nice! The 'demon' actress Sun Li is soooo pretty..... <3
Then, Wes booked in after that... Had to rush back cuz by the time the movie ended was 7 plus le... Then on Thur (2nd Oct), I went to sing KTV with my sister.... I love singing KBOX!! Hahas.... actually its cuz we wanted to practise our singing for 'Shot to Fame'... Had alot of fun singing! =)
But the KTV room was super cold!! When I was singing halfway, Wes called me... and told me he got confinement.... sigh cuz he quarrelled with a campmate on Tue night.... sigh so sway he can only book out on Sun morn then sun night book in again...
Haiz... no choice... so last week only met him 2 days.... dear pls control your temper next time and don get confined again k... On sun I went to Wes's Hse early in the morning after he booked out... then after that went to Vivo City to walk around... then went to Riverwalk for the 2nd training for 'Shot to Fame'....
Dear, thanks for accompanying me... Tho I know u don really like this kind of thing.... and u didn't want to go initially.... but singing is my passion... hope u understand... Sometimes we just need to compromise with each other de... And not only 1 person giving in all the time...
The 2nd Training was even more fun!! Haha... this time I joined my sister for the practise session so I won't be so scared... When it was my turn to sing, I was very nervous... but thank God he gave me the courage... Haha but I sing till halfway then I laughed cuz my sis laugh first... then everyone started laughing too.... LOLS...
I think everyone was amused with my giggling....lol... some of the contestants were very funny.... really v entertaining!! Haha... some sang well, some not, some out of pitch etc.... but it was very fun cuz we showed our support by waving our hands as if in a concert!!

I think the most impt thing is not whether I get into the finals... is the Journey and the new friendships forged and experience gained! Cuz I know I won't get into finals de... I just joined for fun and exposure! Out of 100 plus vocalists, only 8 will be selected... And this event is also an outreach... many non-christian frens also joined! =)

This event is organised by WYZ zone for all aspiring stars to showcase our talents and be a step closer to our dreams! And even for those who have failed before, 'Shot to fame' gives us a chance to fufill our dreams by giving everyone a chance to perform... At the Grand finale, all the vocalists will be singing a mass song on stage called ' 希望的种子'....

Its a very nice song.... I love it! Its a very touching and meaningful song... which encourages pple noty to give up on their dreams... and do not lose hope and faith when you have lost your direction...

The auditions are this Sun, 12 October... I know I won't be able to get into the Finals de... but its ok... at least I took a step of faith by joining... Pst Kong always say... Do not despise the days of small beginnings.... at least I broke out of my limitations and gave myself a chance to fufill my dreams... and most importantly, is to have fun and enjoy myself!! =)

'Shot to Fame' ROCKS!!! <33

Emo Princess