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MY STORY


-* Angeline & Wesley *-
31.12.07- The day our Love story has Just begun
Welcome to My Blog
This is where u see the Real AnGeLiNe
My Hidden world of Secrets & Pain.
A world u'll never understand.
A world where there's so much Beauty in Pain.<3


*PRINCESS*


<3 Angeline*--FallenAngeL--Wes <3
-Look for the girl with the Broken smile`
Goodbyes will always Hurt,
My Memories will always bring Tears.
There's a world inside of me,
That you can never see.<3
Somewhere in this Darkness,
There's a Light I can't find.
Some days in My Life,
Im still struggling to Fight on.
I Long for that Special one,
To Kiss Me in the Pouring rain.`<3
I Long for that day,
When I can finally see the Light...
Take My hand, Hold me when Im scared,
Love me when Im gone...<3
All The Sufferings that we've gone through and am going Through, Love will keep us strong.
Dear, I LOVE YOU.


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Sunday, August 17, 2008

Counting down..... 24 more days before Wes goes into Ns.... Sigh Time really flies..... Its so scary.... why does Time passes so fast.... as soon as I realise, 10 Sept will come and I will be sending him off.... =(

I still remember the first time I met Wes... It seemed only like Yesterday.... Those memories are still etched so clearly in my mind... Come 31st August it will be our 8th month already... This period we have been Together had been a Time of ups and downs, Tears and Joy, Happiness and sorrow...

But through the many arguments we've grown stronger.. and closer... Its just so amazing how God can plan for the paths of 2 Totally different persons from different backgrounds, with a different life story, with a different Past to meet... I believe it was God that allowed our paths to meet in life... and we are destined to be together....

It seemed like only last week I celebrated my 21st birthday.... and 3 months from now it'll be my 22nd birthday.... But this year.. my birthday will be different... cuz Wes may not be around to celebrate with me....

Why does Time flies so fast.... I wish I was in Heaven... where there will be no more Pain, no more Tears, No more sickness, No more sorrow.... only Happiness and Eternal life.... 1 day in Heaven is equal to 1000 days on earth.... Amazing right....

But my Time is not up yet.... Thats why God have not taken me away after all that I've been through and am going through.... sometimes I wonder.... why am I the one to go through all the pain.... why must it be me?.. Its so unfair......

I don't blame God for anything.... I only blame myself..... I believe the reason why God has not taken me away is because I have a Higher Purpose and Destiny for my Life that has yet to be fufilled.... God still wants me to serve Him, and do many great things for His Kingdom....

But.... at times I really can't take it anymore... I always ask God... when will my Breakthrough come? Will it even come... of cos I know God will... but I just dunno when.... Pastor once said, Whatever God has started, He will finish it... And I believe God will finish the great work he had begun in me..... All I can do now is to continue pressing on, and Fight on....

I know when Wes goes into NS... it will be a difficult time for me... I'm very scared... that I will feel very alone and lonely.... There will be no one to accompany me, to talk to me, to give me attention, to hug, kiss or to protect me anymore... Sigh...

Im also very scared... of the times I'll be alone at home.... why.... why must it always happen when I'm alone at home.... I really hate myself........ why me? And not anyone else..... Sigh... God, please heal me.... Thats all I ask for....

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Dear, I really will miss you when you are not around... But I'm happy for you too... because I know its your dream to join the Navy... You must Take care of yourself.... and like I always say... Distance never separate 2 Hearts that really cares, for our Memories span the miles...

I don't know how am I going to go through Life each day without you around.... without you by my side... But.... Life still has to go on.... even though Life is hard, and painful at times... but I'll make it through... because I draw my strength from God....

I'll keep u in my prayers too.... that God will watch over you and keep you from harm... This period of time will probably be a Test of our love... for True Love can never be seen by the eyes, but felt with the heart... and The greatest Test of Love is the Test of Time....

Even though we can't see each other... but I hope our love will only grow stronger with Time.... Always know, I'm always in your heart... and Always remember, I'll always be here waiting for you.

Love,

Angeline. <3


Emo Princess






Sunday, August 03, 2008

BAD HABITS 坏习惯

Synopsis

Sins of Indulgence... Intertwining stories of Abuse, Adultery, and Anorexia center around a family and with obsessed mother living in Mexico City. Matilde is a nun convinced that faith moves mountains. Secretly she begins a mystic fasting to end what she considers to be the second great flood. Elena is a thin and fashion-conscious woman ashamed of her daughter’s chubbiness. She’s willing to do the impossible to make her daughter Linda thin so Linda will look like a little princess on the day she receives her first communion. At the same time Elena’s husband Gustavo – a professor of architecture - cannot cope any more with his wife's bones sticking into him during more intimate moments. For relief, he turns his attention to a buxom female student with a hearty appetite.

Director: Simon Bross Cast: Ximena Ayala, Elena de Haro Genre: Drama Runtime: 103 mins Rating: M18 (Sexual Scenes) Language: Spanish with English subtitles

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OMG.... This movie is a MUST-WATCH for me.... There are very few movies on Anorexia... and this is one of them!! Its an Exclusive showcase movie thats only shown at Cathay Picturehouse... I know its surely going to be a very interesting and cool and sad movie for me... cuz it reminds me of my Past...

Those pple foreign to Anorexia may not be interested in this movie... But for me, Its my Personal Life story and experience ... and when I saw the preview of this movie 1 month ago, I was attracted to it instantly and knew that This is the movie I must Definitely watch... Later Im going to watch with Wes... and I'm looking forward to it...! <33


Emo Princess







I love the show America's Next Top Model!! Its my all Time Top BEST Favourite show... and my * INSPIRATION * too!! In this cycle of ANTM Cycle 9, my Top Favourites are 3 girls...

Heather!! I think she is really an EXOTIC Beauty... she is just so Special.. and Unique.. I like her ALOT ALOT... <3

This is Lisa... I like her the BEST!! She is just so absolutely Stunning and BEAUTIFUL and GEORGEOUS.... <3

Chantal!! She is super CUTE and HOT and PRETTY... I Love her!! <33



Emo Princess